taste of ink

I LOVE E JOY THAT U BRING TO ME EVERYDAE

2006-07-21T05:54:00.000-07:00

For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek.For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side.For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul.For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means.For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give.You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat.For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll never find.For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

If time could stand still, I'd freeze it here,So you'd always hold me, close and near.In your arms, where I am meant to be,Filled with the perfect love you haveve given me.A bond so strong, a hold so tight,To know you're the one; my ˜Mr. Right.A blessing sent from up above,In you I've found my one true love.Our lives predistined to be as one,Upon this journey we've just begun.Where you and I will find no less,Than eternal love and happiness..

Great moment of time....my baby n i exchange the Anniversary prezzie yesterdae....I got for Baby a Nike polo-tee.. whitey in colour...just loves white..symbolise ONE'S PURE LOVE....thank god i got e right size for baby...n we got a pair of crumpler small baggy....n gt it RED in colour..since my Baby loves Red...Baby got for me an ADIDAS watch that i've longed eyeing for...hehe...he noes what i like..n he send it to engrave at e back of the watch saying-"HAPPY 3 YEARS"...oh gosh...was lost for words..n he also gt for me this heart shape badge..symbolise his heart..will keep with me alwaes sayang..n aftr that..he look at me n smile....kissing me n say- I LOVE YOU!!....For 3yrs being with u sweetheart....am still loving u as before...u r deeply in me...all i want to say -with ALLAH permits..all i want is to be with you....to make our dreams come true....just only ME N YOU..........syg..keep the invisible letter in e box....together with e pen....n if one dae u feel so down..read e letter n look at pix...cos...I want u to noe that u MEAN alot to me....if am at e top of e mountain.....rite now...i wanna shout n tell e whole world that "AM HAPPY BEING WITH FATHUL HAKIM"!!!!! VERRY HAPPPPPPPPY.....hope u love e gifts that i gave u darling....i loike your gifts..but n love it..but not as much as how I LOVE YOU....till then..i wish e both of us continue loving each other till we both grow old n wrinkled....

Deeply in love with u;
izyaty shahidah

Declaration of ones Love....I NEED YOU!

2006-07-18T02:30:00.000-07:00

Our 3rd Anniversary...
Yesterdae was FUN.....had to go to sch...to learn on how to bathe e babies...weee...rushed home...n gettin ready to meet BABY...for OUR BIG DAE..time really fly so fast that we hadnt notice our love for one another blooms thru out this 3yrs.(.2 More years to come..n we will be sitting at e same place where we used to spend our quality times after having our tuition together..n off we go to spend e precious moments.....at e "ikan Jerung" place at pasir ris...full of sweet moments.....)meet baby at simei mrt at 130pm...had our lunch at Mckenzie Rd..watch e Pirates of e Carribean..at Cathay..WOW..great movie....i loike...hehe..hmmmm....had ice-creams at Ben N Jerry's....Yummy yummy..had choc fudge with brownie n strawberry flavour..baby gt..sweet cookies n cream with strawberry cheesecake flavour..craving for mORE.......weeee....i'm Lovin it!!!!!!making our way to raffles place....n had a drink at ONE FULLERTON...at e Stuart Andersons restaurant...e place where we 1St date....i had Fruit Punch n baby-coffee...sitting,chit chatting..recalling of e past sweet memories...i still can remember e first date that he gave me this necklace inside this clay box saying..Someone Loves u!!! when u open it says..ME!!!!!awwww...am still touched by every single moments that we share...cos baby forever be my Prince Charming....took some pics...make our way to e Merlion...n...sitting down sharing one sit,...hugging....n..had our ANNIVERSARY RALLY...while having my speech..expressing what i feel thru out this full 3Yrs...without noticing it..i shed my tears.....e more my tears shedding away...e more tighter firmer huggies my baby gave me....we both share our Anni rally....spending our quality times together...wiping e tears away...n make our way home as time-0945pm...baby send me home...sealed with a kiss n a very Big warm hug....hehe...Honey!!!! i cant wait to see u on Thurs.....we decided to exchange e Anniversary gift on Thurs...wink wink...prettie excited...am so deeply in love with u Fathul Hakim Bin Sakariah....loike u alwaes say....u dun believe in fate...u believe that U need to work for it to gain it...i undstan my love,..insyaallah with Allah permits we will be able to achieve our dreams togehter...ok dear?.....Loves u ever,loves u still...loves u FOREVER!.......muax muax

2006-07-12T19:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae baby n i went to e gym at baby's club... to burn some calories of mine..hahas..wink wink...had our breakfast at e Mc Donald...rest our tummy for 20 mins...do lil warm up...n ready to start...hehe...went for a jog at Pasir Ris Park...sweating....it was fun....spending lil quality times with honey...jog,jog n jog....holding hands together with our sweaty palms...was sweet tho...We slowly make our way to Aranda(b's club)...n had our shower...weeeeeeee.........cold water on my skin....Nicey...shampoo my hair soap my body..scrub scrub....dry my body....leave e shower n enter e sauna .....with this lady...steam ur body baybeh...heehee....it was super nice...It was refreshing....walah....after steaming off for shower again.....ooooolala....scrub scrub soapy olz over....dry myself hairdry my hair..put my shirts on...n ready to go...it was a tiring dae..despite of e sunny hot sun on our head..we had great times n fun together..sat on e sofa...waiting for baby....nearly fall off asleep...hehe...board e bus 12 to have our lunch at Banquet....hmmm land our butts on e sit....we both started top doze off.......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........AWAKE..wen this whole group of sec students talking so loudly in e bus....."helloo ppl wanna slp...shhhh".....whispering to myself...bluekz....cudnt gt back to slp...alight n make our way to eastpt...again..tru out e journey there must alwaes be sumthinkz funny for us to laugh...walking2..talking2....laughing2...had my Ipoh Hor fun...n baby had his fish soup wif rice....yummy2.....making our way hm....sealed our dae with kisses...Muackz.... ....

3 daes ago went out with kakak....to get for baby's Anniversary gift....it falls on Mondae....its so unbelieveable we r cominkz to 3yrs..time really fly huh.....went to town....look for something that he really eyeing for....walking arnd.....window shopping can be a killer too....haha....had drinks at Coffee Bean....n rest our legs,....ouch...soo hurting...well finally gt for my baby something that i GUESS u will really love....sorry honey...like i say e surprise will only be given to u on e 21st of July...wont be telling u wat it is in e blog...cos i noez that u will read it..sorry...bluekz...haha...well den my sis decided to drop at tamines Mall...yeah,,,....off we go...n guess wat....dey we having food Bazaar der....yummy yummy...n finally i gt to eat e halal Takoyaki.....................hmmmmmmmm...tasty....yummmy......I"M LOVIN IT.....hehe....kakak gt to find what she wanted to gt n we make our way home....slowly....shower...n off to bed...sleeping beautiez....

i love u so deeply
i love u so much

i love e sound of ur voice

and e way that we touch

i love ur warm smile

and ur kind,thoughtful way

e joy that u bring

to my life everydae

I love u todae

as i have frome StART

and i'll love u forever

with all my heart...

Honey,......4 more daes to our 3yrs Anniversary....I LOVE U AS ALWAES N FOREVER! smooches smooches

Anniversary Cominkz

2006-07-05T22:54:00.000-07:00

Hehe...when was e last time i blog??..well well well....been busy with my examz n olz..finally Its OVER...ahakz...am mentally preparing myself for my attachment....believe it or not..this is e very 1st time am not looking forward for e attachie...haiz...BIG SIGH...nvm...i still need to enjoy myself during this holidae....well this are my new babies for hakim n me...hehe..its frm Mdm Liaw..a sentimental value to me...though my baby is e one takin care of it...i still have this 2 bunny to remember Mdm Liaw..my bestie teacher...Will miss her....sob sob...yesterdae fetch baby frm clementi n had our lunch at JP..had my yummy2 UDON....slurpz slurpz... hehe..finally gt u into my mouth....haha..den meet up with Uheen at lakeside to gt e diary from her to pass it to Mdm Liaw..hmmm...me n baby had a long journey frm lakeside all e way to simei..my dear baby wasnt feelin tat well due to food poisoning i guess but insisted to follow me back to sch to meet Mdm Liaw...i was afraid baby will gt dehydrated as he passed out 12 times in a dae n running a high temp...contionusly 2 daes..though taking some med frm doc..still no improvement...haiz...we both alight at simei...i decided to buy black pepper puffs from Old chang kee..ask my baby..do u wan anything??...he responded ...i wan e sotong stick lah...but got 2 type...one is e body n e other one is e TENTICLES... so i ask him=" yuo wan e body or the TESTICLES"....opps..den i realise...wrong pronouncation....Punye lah MALU.!!!!!!!!!!!!.... i blushed n walk away sey....den hakim laugh like hell...urh gtg nd to visit Zack at TTsh..

Had a Bad Dae....

2006-06-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

Things just happen in a nick of time....so unbelievable... errrm..plan wif my sweetheart to watch movie.."Just my Luck"...but happens to be ...at 630am...my baby msg to me saying that he cudnt make it..as his uncle who gt admitted the dae before in e critical stage..DIL....so my baby n family gather at Changi Hospital itself....n at about 830am....Allah loves him sooo much that he took him away out of this temporary world.....so i decided not to continue with e plan..he can still be with me some otr dae..kesian my baby....hearing him crying on e fone was soooo pain for me....sabar k syg....1 dae all of us will be following ur uncle....to e same destination.....ia nye satu Permindahan...."daripada tanah kita dibuat ..kepada tanah kita akan kembali".."setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati "...though it was hard for u to accept it....Its all Allah's will.....chins up darling am here with u....life still needs to move on....k syg...salam takziah buat mu syg.. take care n rest well for tmr..as u will be working.....lots of huggies n kisses for u darling...hugging u away....Love u syg!muakz muackz....stinky winky

2006-06-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feelingwith anyone other than you.

Darling...thnchew again for replacing another necklace for me dear..thanchew sooo muchhies...i promise u to take care of this necklace as my life...Baby..loving u every lil seconds....cover me with ur love 24/7....<3>

(kissing ur lips away)
stinky winky

LOVE JoUrnEY...

2006-06-17T08:42:00.000-07:00

Baby and i got for kakak a CHOMEL watchy....e one tat my sis longed eyein for it........hehe..she loves it sooo muchy....muchy..wink wink.....thanchew baby....kakak brought us to Lau Pa Sat...n we ate..ikan bakar,butter prawn,tom yum soupy,baby kailan....n etc...walah.....MAKANSUTRA.......hehehe.....wink wink......thanchew kakak...love u....

giving kakak a special gifty..

2006-06-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

LOVE COLLAGE

2006-06-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

FriEnDshiP LoVE

2006-06-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

The black n white US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........hehe...had a GreaT time with u gurls........Let our love of friendship last till forever....ur smile brightens my dae.....thanchew sooo muchie muchie to all my dearies....Hugs n muax to olz of u....

SmILe wiTh me Please!!

2006-06-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

WHiCH One suiTs me BesT??

Never EnDinG lovE story

2006-06-03T06:26:00.000-07:00

It has been sometimes i blog....hehe..wanna take this lil while to blog....hmmm....just reach hm...am soo tired...early in e morning at 9am had my driving....was tiring....went hm to bathe again n change to meet up with baby...in intention to go n watchie a movie...."over e hedge"....but i was sooo lazy...n sort of...had enufz of movie..jus wanna spend precious moments with *b*....we went to esplanade,.....sat at CHOCZ....had a drink...i gt for myself.."peach malba"..hehe..nicey...i love it.....den b n i decided to try D.I.Y hot chocs....so we got one n we share...hehe..was fun..as if doin bio pratical...in science lab...haha....u make ur own hot chocs....we chose to have white hot chocs....it was sooooo nicey.....e pix below tells u everythingz abt it...winkz winkz....since my baby had not tried e strawberry dippy chocs....i got it for us.....n we ate it.....hehe.....hmmmmmm yummy yummy ...Walah.....i brought e gift tat uh-een bought for me....e rosey chocs.....we share e rosey chocs.....i ate half n so do *b*....hehe.....thanchew uh-een....i've ate ur sweet rosey chocs!!!!....yummy yummy...sayang sey to eat it....we wanted to c e computer fair at suntec.....but baby's pa kol n say.."its like waves of people ..n a waste of time".....hehe....den we change our plan ....so we just do a window shop...walking around...at city link,marina square.....had our dinner at lil india....i love e seafood claypot rice HONEY!!!!!!can we go again.....???..pls......yummy yummy.....n make our way home......"home sweet home".....seal wif a kiss.....e saddest moment....to be apart.......lovey u honey....thanchew for e wonderful dae.....muax muax

laters;stinky winky

momentz

2006-06-03T06:18:00.000-07:00

THaNChEW So mUCh DeariEs AnGels n BaBy!

2006-05-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

To ALL my dearies Frens ....thank u sooo much for everything....thank u..more den wordz can say.....Well,...am so touched by e surprises...its my very first time experiencing it....(i dono why am i crying now....tears of joy i guess).....u gurls took e trouble to do e surprizey....GOSH...i really was lost for words at tat point of time....thank u....once again to wani,dee, uh een n ur boyfies ya....n not forgetting my hubby...who is e mastermind....N today... gurls give me a COLLAGE of our pix.....I LOVE IT DEARIES!!!!!!!!!..full of MEMORIES...Life is nuthing without u people...u gurls have been with me tru thick n thin of life....giving me...a listening ear wenever i need someone to talk to...wiping off my tears,....giving me huggies wenever am down....U GURLS are just soooo PRECIOUS to me.... In most waYs , Friendship between teens isnt any differenT than frenship at any other time in our life...Still,ADoleScencE is a tumultuous time... n teenS often rely on their frens to be e only ones in e world that seem to understand them n that can only serve to strengthen an already POWERFUL BOND...will alwaes hope n pray that our friendship will NEVER end...n shall grow old n wrinkled together....Really Thank ALLAH for giving me such a wonderful circle of freNS!!!!!!!!U gurls r just my BESTIES....(sob sob)..to my lil sweetheart......thank u to u too...thank u for loving me....n for e surprises n prezzy too....u being protective,.....i noe...u just simply LOVE me..i wouldnt noe how to live without u honey...n i really hope ALLAH will fulfill our dreams....i need u in my life,....I loVE u!!!!!!....thanks to e rest...for e bdae wishes n olz...n not forgetting my mum ,....who gave birth to me on e 15th of May 1986...time 0630hrs....venue..bdk reservoir.....Credits goes to her.....thank u dearie MUMMY.....n .,...to my dearie kakak....thanchew sooo muchy muchy for e papillio slipper....I LOVE IT!!!!!.....thank u to u olz.................MORE DEN WORDS CAN SAY!!!!!............Huggies n MUAckz.. (shed my tears)

stinky winky

am lost for words

2006-04-30T17:14:00.000-07:00

He's back...wooohooo..finally aftr six daes of waiting...i get to see baby again...will be going out with baby todae..to watch "the wild"..weeee... wink wink...but yest at 12 am...once baby is back..i need to clarify some stuffs with him....simply worried about wats happening wen he was away...but indeed b started to thinky too muchy about it...nvm...e fact is -I LOVE YOU!!!- only u..

laters;stinky winky signing off

complicated

2006-04-30T03:05:00.000-07:00

simply don undstan myself...gettin confuse n confuse as days passes by...its difficult for me to undstan my own feelings...why???we are far apart...n yet ....i still keep thinking about him...am lost...of which direction to turn to...any clues? please..

miserable me; stinky winky

I MISS YOU

2006-04-25T19:34:00.000-07:00

WhEneveR we'Re aParT, I staRt To FeEL LoneLy
anD kEeP thInkinG Of You...You'Ve becOme Such A paRt oF mE
ThaT i miSS You sOO muCh..That i Just Cant WaiT For Us tO be TogeTher aGaiN..SEeYou, sOOn!!!!! *sob sob*
p/s:do tkc of urslf syg.....mishy mishy u muchy muchy already baby...
will pray for ur safe journey..n shall wait for ur return wif my open arms....will kissy n huggy u again once u r back k syg....
*smooches smooches*

signing off:stinky winky

U'VE MOULD ME FRM AN UGLY CATERPILLAR TO BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY

2006-04-20T05:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae..14th of April....i gt back from kelantan on the 13th of April... it was a tedious journey to gt up to the mount Stong,..afterall it was e most satisfaction feelins aftr u gt to e waterfall....kinda proud of my capability...congrats to ol e OACianz...we manage to reach to e waterfall n back to singapore safely....yesterdae,...meet up with baby..in intention to watch "ice age2"..but too bad...most of e cineplexes full house...soo we just walk arnd.. n spend our precious times together,...after nearly a week not meeting my baby...i feel so lost... it was a Bliss..to be hugged n kissed by someone whom u really heart sooo much!!!!....though we face lots of obstacles in our relationship but we manage to overcome e challenge calmly together with baby's help...thanchew darl for ur guidance n patience for coming 3yrs...u've change my world now...making me looking forward for another dae..You r just like my guidance angel...YOU'VE MOULD ME FROM AN UGLY CATERPILLAR TO A BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY!!!!!!!!! thanchew sooo muchie muchie.. once again i wanna apologise for every drop of tears tat u shed......am sorrie..promise u syg tat never will i repeat e same mistakez...{for now let bygone be bygone..n lets continue our "never -ending" LOVE STORY.....loving u alwaes n forever....*smooch smooch*
laters;stinky winky

e moments..

2006-04-02T03:11:00.000-07:00

Looking at this pix...recalling the old time memories.....this pix was taken 3 years ago..e moment when e love just strike between us...ahakz......our early times together....well do we still look e same ??..ahakz....i still remember...it was on baby's bdae...hahaz...we play bowling together...we share e same interest....wink wink..we simply love to shop....but i guess i love to shop more den him..am still packing my stuffs for e Stong trip in kelantan....i will be going to Mount Stong with my outdoor adventure club ppl tis comink fridae..till wenesdae(12/4/06)...n as usual my dearly baby is veri veri worried abt me going offf....actually he simply dun let me go...but after persuading him n olz..he gave his consent....i love u darl!!!! muax...wink wink....yesterdae...we went to shop for minor stuffs for e trip....went to bugis to shop....shop n shop n shop.... alwaes....hahakz..had a great time doing shopping with my baby...he noes wat i like n love....we really had a great n memorable times together....n i hope with Allah permits we will be as loving as now in e future....Honey,dont cha worry kay..i will tk gd care of myself....n do pray for my safe journey n return ya..i will be back in ur open arms....let me love u till e end sayang...muacks for my buchuk b!!!!

laterd:-stinky winky signing off-

2006-03-25T04:30:00.000-08:00

Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought i'd be ready and strong enuf, But some times I just felt I cud give up.But u came and changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see what Love means.

Its so unbelievable , and I dont want to let it go, Something so beautiful , flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like u've always been, forever a part of me. And its so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere i never thought i'd be.

In my heart ,in my head,its so clear now,Hold my hand u've got nuthing to fear now,I was lost and u've rescued me somehow. I'm alive ,I'm in love u complete me,And i've never been here before.Now i see,What love means.

When i think of what i have,and this chance i nearly lost,I cant help but break down, and cry..Oh yeah break down and cry...Now i see what love means...

Sugar!!!!! Never will i let u go!!!!that will be e last thing i wanna do in this world.....cos....i believe that we r made up to be together....wanna say soorrrie for all e tears baby...e love journey full of ups n downs....happiness n sombre...its just a challange...for wat i noe.....u've conquered my love sweets!!!! thanjewberrymud for e sweeeeeeeeeeettttttt moment that we've shared so far..... 4 more mths to our 3yrs anni...

truly loving u:stinky winky

After sometimes....our love still growing stronger!!

2006-03-11T05:01:00.000-08:00

Harlooez harlooez...wah..its been sometime i've updated my blog...finally i've found the rite time to update....hehe..this pix was taken just now..hand in hand holding tite..in wishing n praying that our dreams will come true n grow stronger n stronger den before....well well well been a tiring week for me ..well...its been nearly 3 weeks i did not meet up with aby..were bz with my attachie,camp n etc..finally todae i cud meet up with baby...was soooo HAPPPPPIE!!!!.......e moment gt to meet him just nw....was soooo soooo happie..misses him tooo muchie muchie...gt to hug n kiss him of cos...he hugged me soooo tite....wudnt want to let me go... ..hehe..cutey sweetheart.....we went to watch "DATE MOVIE" at cineleisure....bought a new shirty...weeee..wink wink......mamam at somerset my fav place....den make our way to suntec city to see the IT exhibition..hehe..spend our Most most quality times together at suntec city roof top......hehe...had our dinner ...n make our way home....had a memorable moment with my sweetheart.....thanchew sooo muchie muchie darl for e dae!!!!

Pink PanTher Dae!

2006-02-18T05:47:00.000-08:00

Todae was such a memorable dae for b n me....we wore e same shirt tat we bought from fourskin..we love e shirt tat we wore....make our way to cineleisure..we watched "pink panther".sush a funny show......had our lunch at lucky plaza...ate prawn noodle..despite having a painful leg just now..i still do my shopping spree...weeeee...I Bought a new perfume......!!!!! (Paris Hilton) perfume,.....lovey lovey it soooo muchie muchie....ahakz....den bought an Adidas shoey...redy colorey....honey i love e perfume n e shoey...weeeeeeee...hey sweets..thanchew soooo muchie darl.....u took e trouble to send me a set of lunch to my ward during my break yesterdae......i am sooo touched dear...oh gosh i just cant believe it that u wud surprise me at my ward itself...i lovey lovey lovey u sweets!!!! will update my bloggy again ya..hugs n muax

weeee..am HAPPIE

2006-02-11T04:49:00.000-08:00

Harloo harloo harloo...hehe...wah..my vacation coming goin 2 end soon....alahai..am just bein toooo lazy to go back for my attachie...malaz urh....still having e holiday moody...hehe....well just now..went to peacehaven..old folks home...pity those grannys.... feel like crying..but manage to control my tears from flowing...it ends at 1pm....straight to tanah merah to meet my one n only honey...den. board e train n alight at somerset..weee...off we go..to HEEREN...went to buy e "fourskin shirt"...we decided to choose normal tee rather den e polo tee...nicey...it is my fav colour....pinky!!!!! cant wait...to wear same same....for our next meeting...love it soooo muchy muchy...but love Fathul Hakim more....ahakz ahakz..went to my favourite place to eat my fav tom yum noodle with b....hehe..den make my way to millenia walk......do my shopping spree..with baby....had quality times together gether...n make our way home....hehe...had a wonderful moments with u honey!!!!...cant wait to see u again darl...hearty u alwaes....muax

Beach BumminG

2006-02-08T04:14:00.000-08:00

Weeee...looking at this pix...make me laugh....full of memories...i had a GREAT time with my circle of frens...we are olz crazy as alwaes..had wonderful moments with all of you...we ate together..play e frisbee thingy..."dog n bone"...haha...sop group need to do e "peel banana" thingy...muahaha...it was ol fun....hey PPL i just learn how to blade....ahakz *wink wink*...i noe how to blade...but not tat well...thanks to my frens who helpd me up wenever i fall...hehe...believe i n this "No pain No Gain"...then we buried ourselves in e sand..beautiful feelins...hehe..thanks to uh-een,wani, n dee...for making my dreams come true....haha...i requested for a D-cup boobie from wani...thanchew wani...will turn to u wen i need "bust enhancement" again..it was super FIRMED...muahahaha.....tat was super fun.....we swim together....not tat really swim la..jus play with e water...cos i dono how to swim...hahas....of cos der's alot of pix....will upload more..Hey ppl..thanchew for e dae..had a memorable moments with ol of u....THANCHEW soooo muchie muchie....will organise another outing together again....well give me a date to meet u gurls..gonna have sumthing for u gurls...for e Valentines dae thingy....-hugs- n -muax- p/s:dee miss u !!

oh dear....he pamper me tooo muchy...

2006-02-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

oH god....todae was such a wonderful dae for me...had my driving lesson at 12pm....sooo tired...den continue with my baby's plan...we went out together at 330pm....he fetch me from my house..we make our way to sentosa...to watch the 'musical fountain'...it was sooooo nicey.....BEAUTIFUL....e show starts at 740pm...weeee....had a great n memorable time with baby..we ate ice-cream together ...take pictures together...n walk around....then after e 'musical fountain', we had our quality times ...out of a sudden while i was hugging baby..he surprise me with a Necklace....with a diamond on it and with our photo inside....i burst into tears...no special occassion...yet he still gives me e gift....he is sooo unpredictable.....love to surprise me without any reason...cant stop my tears from flowing...me e emo..haiz...we make a move to have our dinner together....he send me home...end our dae with huggies n seal with kisses....cant wait for tmr..to have picnic with my frens....weeeee..am soo excited.....n baby gonna bring me to e choc factory at millenia walk tooooo....am happie...alwaes...hugs n kisses for u honey....gtg..cant tk it nimore..sleepy head...yawning

things started to get complicated

2006-02-03T06:48:00.000-08:00

Hmmm....life is soooo unpredictable...things happen without any reason...haiz...but ppl dun get me wrong..i have no problem with my relationship...i love hakim sooooooo MUCH n nuthing in this world can ever change my feelings for my one n dearly sweetheart...i had a great talk with baby....looking into his eyes...makes me ease my mind...like as if am stress free...but actually deep inside me..jus been thinking tooooo much des daes....thinking about myself...my life...haiz.....things in me still remain e same...but ppl....sometimes in my mind...been thinking...about my character...hakim told me tat am a bubbly gurl..tooooo bubbly..e way i talk most of e time he says its cute......but its just tat i dun realise it....n am sumtimes afraid of my bubbly personality tat is in me...afraid e way i talk to ppl will mislead to somthing else...haiz....must i be hypocrite,....hiding my personality away frm myself...?...must i be firm??i simply cant act tat way...am a gurl hu has a very very fragile heart...easliy gets emo...cried over something small....hw is it suppose to be???am confused ppl...haiz.... gtg....yawning....

e spenDy Dae

2006-01-31T04:28:00.000-08:00

Harlooz Harlooz harlooo....hmmmmm.......hey ppl todae 31st of Jan..yesterdae was Maal Hijrah....for all muslims....Happy New Year n may Allah Bless u alwaes....Todae..,i went out with baby...meet baby at 0930am at simei mrt Station...(wah sooo early...sanggup sey)....board e train n alight at Somerset....we watchd 1045am show at cineleisure...."Fun With Dick N Jane"..it was a sad n funny show to me...love the way Dick n Jane overcome their problem calmly...n e way they gone tru e ups n downs....admire dem....hahas....show ends at 1220pm...we make a move...do our window shop...i bought a shoeeey from Heeren....love it....baby bought a belty from Fourskin...ahakz...we had our lunch together...went to OG n bought a baggy...we decided to go to Cityhall...make our move....n went to cityhall...errrm.....Baby bought a Guess handbaggy for me....weeee...i love it sweetheart.....Thanchew so MUCHY!!!!! after tat we had a drink at Coffee Bean...."sips sips"hehe.....n at e same time we chit chat about US...our future n etc....we r young adults.....thinky like adults too...ahakz....after a great n longy talk...we make a move to Esplanade...sitting down by e bay...watching e band perfomance....It was Nice....heeeheeee...took some pix is a MUST!!!!...wearing purpley together...weeee both of us simply cant wait to buy e Nike Shirt n e Fourskin polo tee....tat we saw just now...cant wait to have another 2 pair of shirt tat same-same as you honey....gonna buy together-gether....am sooooooo Excited!! tkc to olz....gtg....-hugs-

2006-01-29T05:34:00.000-08:00

Well well well...it has been sometimes i've updated my blog...been bz few weeks back preparing myself for my examination...now a lil bit relieved wen am done wit my examz...but here i am olredi worried for the upcoming results which will be release in 3 months time...hahas...am alwaes e so called "kancong gurl"...why cant i be like others??...be more relax n stress free...??..ahakz..its just ME!!!!errrm few daes back i've watched "Cheaper By e Dozen" with my one n dearly baby...at jurong point...our intention to go to jp was just to have our lunch der...hahakz...ol e way to jp to have lunch??..well suddenly baby decided to watch a movie...so we watchd...tat was my 1st time watching movie at Jp.hehe..den i went off for my oac with ain,dee,wani n baby...errrm had my training.... fun afterall...den on Saturdae ...it was chinese new year eve-errm..-had my driving lesson in e morning...den meety baby to watch a movie.."Memoirs Of A Geisha"...nicey story...errm we do our window shop...den kakak fetch me at tanah merah...we went to eastcoast cos my aunt do a BBQ pitt der....yummy yummy... loads of food der..chicken,mee goreng,NUGGETS,sausages,cup noodles,rice...n etc...wow....had a big tummy tat nite..we overnite together...play games with my lil kuzins was fun....love e wind at e beach....e beautiful scenery....just love them ol...ahakz..
errrm todae afternoon my family n i went to e muslim cemetery...,pergi kubur arwah nenek....hmmm....life is soooo short...treasure n cherish it ppl....cos we will never noe wen will we be taken by Allah...we r just bein temporarily in this world....to be tested by Allah....n have to wait for e "judgement dae".....u lived once....thank god for giving the chance for me to taste the sweetness n bitterness of life....I love my family, relatives...,Fathul Hakim,....n ol ol my Frens!!!! tkc ppl....-hugs-

e Dae i fetCh baby frOm worky

2006-01-17T23:44:00.000-08:00

Yeah...it was nice seeing baby again toade...just love seeing him everydae...i miss him sooo much every lil secs of each dae...hahas..went ol e way to clementi at 1030am just to fetch baby..went to queensway to accompany b buy his soccer shoey...nike...he loves it..went to Alexandra Hospital to take a shuttle bus back to Queensway mrt station...errrm..from outside it looks eerie...but e moment i step in to the toilet...not bad afterall...i like e uniform...loves it!Take mrt to somerset n ate Seafood claypot rice..errrr..yummy yummy...went for a window shop...stuffs r just so irrisistable..ahakz..but manage to control myself with baby's help...hahas..by the way tis pix was taken at A.H...nuthing beta to do..taking pix is my fav past time....gtg..hugs to olz...muax for b!

2006-01-15T07:20:00.000-08:00

Weee....wow..had a great inadvance bdae celebration for my baby...errm...baked him a chocolatey cake with e help of my fren named,Wati...thanchew for helping dear...I just gt home..had a bdae celebration with my hunnie at Bistro,den we went off to the Costa Sand chalet....spend our quality times together n cut e bdae cake...my baby loves it...it is just soo irrisistable..especially for those who loves chocs...errm later on, we make a move to wild wild wet...hahas...Dee is rite not tat interesting..but afterall it was a great experience for me n *b*...look at me in e pix...wearing babys adidas shirt...hehes....biggy biggy...jus like a dress for me....Love the wonderful n memorable dae...had loads of fun with my dearly hunnie...Wanna wish my baby Happie 20th Bdae inadvance....thanchew for all the wonderful love tat u had given me so far...no regrets having u in my life for cuming to 3yrs baby.... u shine my life with ur love...warm me with a hug...seal me with a kiss....I love u sooo muchy baby!!!! muax

the l0Ve Of my Life

2006-01-12T23:47:00.000-08:00

Afternoon bloggy hahas..this pix was taken yesterdae.... looking insane as usual me...i dun understan why i just love taking pix...love e cammy soo muchy..why??...and my frens gt the disease from me too...haiz..am soo sorry ppl for making ur life miserable with my presence....in making u ppl love e cammy as much as i do...muahahaz...just reachd hm after my driving lesson...it was a tiring dae but for now am just looking forward for sundae to cum...to spend my whole dae with him...weee..tmr going to wati's hs to make a surprise cake for baby...am very very surey that he will lovey the cakey!!!! Well i wanna make it a special dae for the both of us...errm....time has fly sooo fast..we are cuming to 3yrs being together in July..seriously i shud thanky Allah for giving me such a wonderful baby..he has tried sooo hard in making this relationship into reality..he loves me for who i am but WHY am i alwaes e silly one who dunnoe how to appreciate love n alwaes take thingy for granted?..y??he is just being toooooo good..n why cant i appreciate it ..he is the *diamond* in my lil hearty..thanchewberrymud *b* for waking me up in realising how important u are in my life.i will treasure n cherish u till the dae i gone from this temporary world...you are my soul.deep inside me!!! hugs n muax.....

2006-01-12T05:56:00.000-08:00

a new bloGGy for a New Year..hehez

2006-01-12T04:16:00.000-08:00

Yeah here i cum creating a new bloggy with the help of ayienz...hehez...well me jus wanna start a fresh for this new year with new bloggy...errm...let bygones be bygones..cos i will never look back...shall make my steps forward all the way to achieve my goals together with 'him'...i had a great times with *b* just now rite after taking pix wit my gurl frens-dee,ain n zack.. hahas... we r jus insane.....love taking pix...errm straight away meet *b* at tanah merah ..went to downtown east to book a chalet.. to celebrate his bdae der....cant wait to give him a 'surprise' on this cuming sundae...am soo excited..weeeeeeee....had our dinner n spend our most precious moment together...bloggy i just love him..only him..too muchy!!!!!!! hugs n kisses 4 *b* n my dearly frens...

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2006-01-12T00:15:00.000-08:00

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